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scratch that i just need to relearn how to deal with people in general. i’m so damn awkward, like awful—i’m going to go cry now-awkward not cute-that’s so quirky awkward. gahhh i need to crawl into a box and relearn how to talk to the opposite sex. i’m so rusty. I’m no good at being alone anymore. I look through my contacts realize that i don’t really want to talk to any of them (that, or they won’t text me back or pick up). But i don’t want to be by myself either. i miss being with some one i was so comfortable with that i didn’t feel like i needed to do special things or entertain them. We could be doing two separate things but i wasn’t alone. i really wanted to go hang out with people tonight and have fun, maybe drink a little and not do this…this cycle of being alone & feeling like shit.
oh god mittens (my kitten) used to do this to our rabbit all the time…like identical to this picture and he would just put up with it or try to hop away when she got distracted 
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